"Even so, I must admire your skill. You are so gracefully insane." — Anne Sexton
"Even so, I must admire your skill. You are so gracefully insane." — Anne Sexton
It’s late Tuesday and I’m rushing to get my weekly confession done before I turn into a pumpkin at midnight….
Hurry with me to the confessional, no time to waste--
Dear Reader-
A week ago we lost some channels on cable. It’s been a frustrating week dealing with the cable people with various different stories as to the problem but still no resolve. I won’t go into the gory details but the short version is we are still where we were a week ago after spending multiple hours on the phone. Now we are awaiting a technician on Saturday because they now have run out of explanations. All this is to say that I confess that I do not enjoy these kinds of drawn out things. I like to think that I can be a patient person and in many respects I believe I am, sometimes maybe even to a fault, but I’ve lost my patience on this situation. I’ve almost lost my desire for cable as well.
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I confess that I may be a _________snob. (insert your choice of word) My wife has accused me of being a poetry snob, a wine snob and I admit I am very likely a coffee snob. In the case of the latter for example I do not care for the coffee we have at the office. I’ve come to the conclusion that one of the reasons I am hard to satisfy when it comes to coffee, it comes down to the fact that I’d rather drink espresso that coffee. I’m probably a wine snob too because I tend to favor white wines… especially Chardonnays and prefer Northern California to most imports. There are some good Northwest Chardonnays as well.
As for poetry…. ok, I confess I do have my idiosyncrasies about what I like and what I dislike, but what poetry lover doesn't? Does that make me a poetry snob?
My middle daughter was a 4th of July baby so besides the 4th we celebrate her birthday each 4th. However this 4th she is overseas, although she will be leaving soon to return home. So Happy Birthday all the way down under to Australia & have a safe trip home! Mom and I are having strawberry shortcake in your honor. ;)
This video is Susan Rich reading one of her poems from THE ALCHEMIST’S KITCHEN. It was a real treat to hear her read this piece. I’ve borrowed it from her blog and hopeful she will not mind.
The poem is titled "At Middle Life: A Romance" and what I like about it from a purely technical point of view is that it combines all three components that I believe complete a poem (unless of course you are dealing with something experimental) and they would be a cadence or rhythm, musicality, and just the right language in the best order for the human senses to be present in the poem.
On occasion I seem to get maybe two of these three components together, hitting all three is the objective I long for. In the absence of achieving it, the next best thing is finding one another poet succeeded at. Thanks Susan! As a bonus I am a romantic at heart and find this one to speak to me personally.
I don’t know the time which is only important for for what I don’t know.
The back yard breeze across the deck gently pats my face and the shade moves about with no more exertion than meandering dogs with inevitability seemingly low in priority.
It will not be like this all day- a value added fact. It is for the present just what it is and I accept the gift.
Between last night and this morning a poem was born of observation. It seems my mind was open to the possibility last night and still graciously accepting enlightening thoughts this morning. The summer breeze clears the mind to make room for the possible.
Whew… I nearly forgot Confession Tuesday! Off to the confessional…
Dear Reader-
I confess that I’m pretty happy with myself today. I anticipated a rough work day and I did have a lot to do- but I did not let it kick my but!
It’s easy in my work to look at days that did not quite go as I planned and get down on myself. I’m all for self evaluation but seriously it’s hard on even the best planned days to stay on cue because so much of what I do is crisis driven and out of my control. So when I have a day like today I may be tired when it’s over but still it’s nice to feel good about the outcome.
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Klaus is making such progress in his recovery and while his legs were for the most part paralyzed between three and four weeks ago, he is now able to rise and stand on his own for three or four minutes at a time. He is trying to walk but it starts out as more of a crawl. and as he gets himself up in his excitement and momentum he will topple over at times. I confess that I am excited to see him trying so hard and having some success, but it breaks my heart when he stumbles. I know he has to do this if he is going to walk anything close to how he did before his injuries but I confess it is sometimes hard to watch. He works so hard. By the end of the day his little body is really taxed.It all reminds me of when the kids were small. As a parent you hate to see them tumble and get hurt, but you know you have to let them learn and that involves falling down too.
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I confess this past week has pretty much been a bust as far as writing. Not getting near enough done. I further confess that the past month I have blown off submissions. I’m not happy about either of these things. I confess that I am well aware that the process of writing and achieving publication is work and requires a discipline and I can honestly say I’ve not exhibited much of this in writing the past week.
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I confess that dinner was pretty good tonight in spite of the fact that I was working from pretty much bare cabinets.
It’s 10:30 and If I hurry up I can still carve out a half hour or so to write tonight!
This would be one of my more organized mornings. You can actually see wood surface.
I’ve decided to start my morning at work reading a poem before I start the day. I’m trying this because I’ve found that before my writing sessions doing this gets me relaxed and in a creative mindset and figure doing the same before beginning my regular job may well have similar benefits. I’ll let you know how I feel it is going in a few weeks.
Emily’s secret love
Following her father’s death, poet Emily Dickinson did something unthinkable in his lifetime: She began to romance her father’s best friend.
Emily’s secret love - The Boston Globe
Check out this article – I’m curious what people think about the revelation against the backdrop of conventional view of Dickinson?
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