Dear Reader:
It's been an extensive lava eruption in Hawaii, a 5 & 8 Record for my Giants (who play tonight), an improving left knee, damage to a tendon in my left heel, some writing frustration, a feeling of being overwhelmed, more to the ongoing story of Trump Fucks Up America, one more school shooting, sporadic reading, being out of control with my eating, and two weeks since my last confession.
Reader, it's been a strange beauty/horror as I watch pictures from Hawaii. The flow of lava seems to follow the path of least resistance and therefore threaten both people and man-made property that stand in its way. This is another reminder that mother nature holds tremendous power over both beauty and destruction. I confess this is the power nature holds over us, abundant beauty and terror. Someone must be writing about this!
I am frustrated with writing and reading. I've been doing a fair amount of writing but not so good on reading. And to the extent that I am cracking out words, I don't feel I am happy whit what I am writing. Oh, sure there are bits and pieces that and extraordinary but things are not coming together. I had planned on entering a contest this month and had pieces that I wanted to rework or polish up for it. I became so disillusioned with myself that as the 15th deadline came and went, I did not have it in me to work anymore on these pieces and I just chucked it all in. I told myself I needed to own this decision and not look back on it with regret, I confess to being disappointed in myself but that is not the same as regret.
Another school shooting takes innocent lives. I confess that I have more resolve to cast votes for candidates that reflect the belief we can make a difference - and this issue is guns, not exits, not arming teachers, not allowing more guns in the open community.
There is this reading issue. I'm not reading enough. It's not from lack of books. I confess that I subscribe to the adage that writers must be constantly reading far more material than the write. I'm going to do better on this starting today!
Last but not least, I confess that I have been far too enamored with potato chips and ice cream. These two items have become a food group ion my food chain. Comfort food? Items that I can't break away from because of the taste. I don't know. I confess it has just been a problem this past couple of weeks.
I had the opportunity to see several women that belonged to a poetry group that has not met in some time. It was very nice to see Joyce, Brenda, and Mary (who I haven't seen in good Lord, maybe two years?
That's it for tonight. May you breathe in the fullness of life and watch out for the lava.
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