Dear Reader-
Forgive me for not blogging my Confession Tuesday post last night. You see, I met with other poets last night and it was good.
Wednesday, June 11, 2014
Tuesday, June 03, 2014
Confession Tuesday - Tooth & Tire Edition
Dear Reader:
In's been one blowout, one new tire, one root canal, one rejection letter, 5 days of dog sitting, headaches too numerous to mention (but I guess I just did), several poems written, a lot of journaling, some searching questions about my life, few answers, numerous readings aloud my own manuscript, frequent charging of my cell phone and virtually no television for 5 days since my last confession.
I'm home. I must say that. I made one last trip to let the dogs out and feed and water them after work, but my son should be arriving home about now. I'll say it again... I'm home. I'm Home! I confess it sounds good.
I stopped by the house yesterday after work to see Cathy for a short bit as well as our dogs. I got to see the dogs but no Cathy. She was called to the hospital yesterday because her step-mother was taken their and she was eventually admitted and I had to leave before she could make it back home. She was at the hospital much of the day, and I arrived home to find here here and on the way back to the hospital. I'm home but it's just me and the dogs for now.
I confess I spent a lot of time focusing on work I've written over the weekend though I did find time for a couple of new poems.
I confess I read my manuscript to no one but myself (the dogs may have listened but offered no feed back) and when I do that in my studio it's one thing. It feels altogether different in someone else's home, even if no one is there. I confess I wondered at times what I was doing and was tempted to just crash and burn. My energy level was not good this week and I feel it especially tonight.
Over the weekend I really did an examination about my own creativity and how it could be energized. I came up with a couple of simple things to try, but I haven't implemented them yet.
On several occasions patience was really called for at work. I believe I was able to exercise it relatively well. I wish I could be more patient without having to focus so much on it. For it to just be like natural.
I found myself smiling at some small but funny stuff and the smiles would often last to get me through the day.
I confess that I have had some anxiety about something (I won't go into right now) over the past couple of weeks and It weighed heavier on me this week.
I have another dental appointment this week to look forward to. Somehow that sounds funny. And yet another the week after.
In spite of the upcoming dental appointments, anxiety, and all else going on, I look forward to a better week ahead. More time at home. Actually getting to see my wife and chilling with Barry, Klaus and Silas. Evie or cat is too cool and never needs anyone to chill with her.
That's my week - how was yours?
Amen!
Saturday, May 31, 2014
Learning How And What To Expect
Sometimes I get wrapped up in expectations. Occasionally everything goes well but often the expectations do not turn out as I might have expected. I think practicing art any art form with expectations is risky, but that is not an argument against planning and establishing some level of expectations.
As I write this, I'm currently dog sitting and using this as a bit of a opportunity for a writing getaway. It's quite here, the dogs are pretty low maintenance compared with the dogs in our home.
I arrived last night with a variety of books (I always want books at arms reach when I am writing in case I need to pause and move my mind into something else - perhaps inspirational), my laptop, my journal and a crispy clean refill for it in case I finish the remaining pages. I have my Kindle and the novel I am currently reading. I have a supply of diet cream soda and coffee. I have a hard copy of my working manuscript as well as the digital file on my laptop. The only think missing that I can think of at this moment is I wish I had a glass of Chardonnay.
Yesterday afternoon I arrived. First order of business tend to the dogs. This did not take rocket science and everyone was soon chilling, including me. I found it difficult for some reason to find a rhythm that I felt could get me on track. I was like a pitcher throwing and not pitching. (sorry for the baseball analogy. Okay, you know me better so I'm not really all that sorry. Just a little bit). The difference between a pitcher throwing and pitching is this - he can stand on the mound and direct the ball over the plate. That's throwing. He can mentally decide where around the plate he wants to put the ball and how it arrives at the point. That's pitching!
I did not sleep well last night. At 2 or 2:30 I was still awake. Not because I was doing anything, but because I wasn't simply could not get my mind to shut off. Trust me, there was nothing spectacular going on in it. I changed where I was trying to sleep at and recall looking at the clock several times after that and finally at some point gravity got the best of my eyelids and I somehow fell asleep.
When I woke up this morning I was still tired. Got the dogs out and fed them. It was not until maybe 10 AM that I could begin to get on track with writing related tasks. I started the day feeling what the hell, and just try and relax and forget about any expectations. And to that aim I decided just to pick some individual poems at random and read them aloud - slowly, one after one. Soon I felt like moving on to my hard copy of my manuscript and reading each of these poems aloud. There is something about reading your own work a long time after it was written. The perspective will sometimes shift. Sometimes you like it better. Sometimes not so much.
My point is that I have now eased myself into what I wanted to do after all - work on the manuscript and I found the way to get there in spite of how I got started off. Expectations always expose you to risk. The possibility that you might be disappointed in yourself for one. But that is how art is as well. It risks disappointing.
Sometimes things go as you wish but mostly not so. The important thing is to make the effort. Show up. That's a good part of the battle. And maybe that poem you are trying to write is not the poem that wants to be written. Sometimes our failed expectations provide something serendipitously better then we had originally sought.
If you'll excuse me now, my manuscript is calling again.
Tuesday, May 27, 2014
Confession Tuesday - New Books Edition
Dear Reader:
It's Tuesday and that means confession time. I'll start by acknowledging that it has been two weeks since my last confession. Call me lazy, call me distracted or just call me late, but yes, I've screwed up and I'm here tonight to get back on track.
The postman delivered books to me today. Three in all, a poetry trifecta! They are: Open Interval by Lyrae Van Clief-Stefanon (a National Book Award Finalist), Heterotopia by Lesley Wheeler (Winner of the Barrow Street Press Poetry Prize) and A Pocket Book Of Forms, by Anna Lena Phillips. I confess any time I get poetry books in the mail I want to click my heels! Of course multiple books in one day is even better and I want to squeal like a pig!
We are adjusting this week to another dog that has come to visit us. It's Silas and he is a sweetie. Still, it means shifting things a bit to accommodate different feedings and special sleeping arrangements. I confess he takes a but more time and energy but he is so sweet. I'll share some pictures in a day or two.
I confess that I have a root canal scheduled at the dentist tomorrow. I don't know why but it makes me think of rooting out a clogged drain. I know that's silly but that is the association I make with it.
I'm saddened about the mass shooting at University of California at Santa Barbara and surrounding area. But beyond that I confess that I am quite frankly angry, as are a lot of people, that we are still dealing with mass shootings and the arrogance of many in the NRA. What I want is some responsible individuals to come forward on all sides. I want the House and the Senate to move beyond the gun lobby and pass comprehensive legislation that makes the likely-hood of these repeat sad rampages less likely. There are constructive things that can be done.
But I don't want to end on a down note... Since my last confession I learned that my daughter who is expecting is having a girl! So we will be looking forward to a granddaughter. This is a first grandchild for us and it's pretty exciting. With that, I wish everyone a great week and I'll try to be on time for next confession.
It's Tuesday and that means confession time. I'll start by acknowledging that it has been two weeks since my last confession. Call me lazy, call me distracted or just call me late, but yes, I've screwed up and I'm here tonight to get back on track.
The postman delivered books to me today. Three in all, a poetry trifecta! They are: Open Interval by Lyrae Van Clief-Stefanon (a National Book Award Finalist), Heterotopia by Lesley Wheeler (Winner of the Barrow Street Press Poetry Prize) and A Pocket Book Of Forms, by Anna Lena Phillips. I confess any time I get poetry books in the mail I want to click my heels! Of course multiple books in one day is even better and I want to squeal like a pig!
We are adjusting this week to another dog that has come to visit us. It's Silas and he is a sweetie. Still, it means shifting things a bit to accommodate different feedings and special sleeping arrangements. I confess he takes a but more time and energy but he is so sweet. I'll share some pictures in a day or two.
I confess that I have a root canal scheduled at the dentist tomorrow. I don't know why but it makes me think of rooting out a clogged drain. I know that's silly but that is the association I make with it.
I'm saddened about the mass shooting at University of California at Santa Barbara and surrounding area. But beyond that I confess that I am quite frankly angry, as are a lot of people, that we are still dealing with mass shootings and the arrogance of many in the NRA. What I want is some responsible individuals to come forward on all sides. I want the House and the Senate to move beyond the gun lobby and pass comprehensive legislation that makes the likely-hood of these repeat sad rampages less likely. There are constructive things that can be done.
But I don't want to end on a down note... Since my last confession I learned that my daughter who is expecting is having a girl! So we will be looking forward to a granddaughter. This is a first grandchild for us and it's pretty exciting. With that, I wish everyone a great week and I'll try to be on time for next confession.
Tuesday, May 20, 2014
Tuesday, May 13, 2014
Confession Tuesday - Spin Edition
Dear Reader -
Another week whizzed by. I confess that I feel my head spinning. A little dizzy or woozy.
I had a poetry group meeting tonight and arrived home and my wife had a box of Maple Leaf cookies with maple filling sandwiched within. Every diabetic's dream. I confess I absolutely love Maple. I could easily drink it from a bottle. I don't, but I confess the thought has occurred to me.
After yesterday's Motherload of Poetry Books in the mail, I admit that today's mail was tremendously boring. I knew it was going to be a hard act to follow.
I confess that every night for the rest of the week I have poetry/writerly stuff to do. This both feels good and a bit overwhelming too.
I confess that I totally have a sea of project ideas floating around in my head. The trick is to pull them out of the spin cycle and begin to put them into play.
I confess that I am confessed out!
Amen
Another week whizzed by. I confess that I feel my head spinning. A little dizzy or woozy.
I had a poetry group meeting tonight and arrived home and my wife had a box of Maple Leaf cookies with maple filling sandwiched within. Every diabetic's dream. I confess I absolutely love Maple. I could easily drink it from a bottle. I don't, but I confess the thought has occurred to me.
After yesterday's Motherload of Poetry Books in the mail, I admit that today's mail was tremendously boring. I knew it was going to be a hard act to follow.
I confess that every night for the rest of the week I have poetry/writerly stuff to do. This both feels good and a bit overwhelming too.
I confess that I totally have a sea of project ideas floating around in my head. The trick is to pull them out of the spin cycle and begin to put them into play.
I confess that I am confessed out!
Amen
Monday, May 12, 2014
Poetry Mail Bag
In the mail today - The Motherload of Poetry
One Poetry Journal, four poetry books/chapbooks and one poetry CD.
More to come as I dive into these....
One Poetry Journal, four poetry books/chapbooks and one poetry CD.
More to come as I dive into these....
Saturday, May 10, 2014
Susan Rich On Her Most Recent Book - Cloud Pharmacy
Interviewed in April 2014
Susan Rich is the author of four collections of poetry and her most recent titled Cloud Pharmacy, published by White Pine Press came out last month. Susan’s work is not new to me as I've read two of her previous works, Alchemist’s Kitchen and Cures Include Travel. She has won the PEN USA Award for The Cartographer’s Tongue (2000). The Alchemist’s Kitchen (2010) won the Washington State Book Award and was a finalist for The ForeWord Book of the Year Prize in Poetry.
MAW: Susan
it’s kind of you to talk with me about your newly released Cloud Pharmacy. As I read
this book I felt you were pushing and expanding your poetic horizon for
readers. I’m interested in role that
Hannah Maynard played in this book. Can you tell us a little about how this
came about and what it meant to this collection of poetry?
SR: I met Hannah Maynard, or rather her work, in the
William James Bookshop in Port Townsend. It was Thanksgiving weekend and I was
enjoying a day of wandering Water Street – the main artery of the town. The
photography section is small but well curated and there are often things that
catch my attention. That day it was Magic Box: The Eccentric Genius of Hannah
Maynard (1834-1918). On the cover a replica of a sepia toned self-portrait held
me rapt. There were three different Hannah’s in this piece: one leaning out of
a picture frame, and pouring tea on another Hannah’s head. The third Hannah
looked right out at me.
It took more than two years before I found a way into
these proto-surreal pieces, work so startling can leave little room to
improvise. I was stymied. It wasn't until I wrote a grant to work on a sequence
of Hannah Maynard poems that the project began to cohere. I told myself if I
won the grant, I would find a way to inside these self-portraits; otherwise, I
would quit. Fortunately, I was awarded the grant. This meant I had to really
push my abilities to create something I felt was worthy of Maynard’s genius. I
needed new approaches to writing poetry; the old ways were no longer enough.
What I found was a latent love of the surreal. Not in the vein of the 1920’s
Parisian surrealists, but this new found private invention that married surreal
images with intense emotional content. During the six years Maynard created
these self portraits, two of her daughters died. It doesn't seem too farfetched
to see these portraits as an express response to grief.
MAW: I could not help but notice the words alchemically speaking in the title poem Cloud Pharmacy. Given your repetitious
use of alchemist between two of your poetry collections I have to wonder if you
don’t feel as a poet you have to practice a bit of such chemistry to arrive
at your destination as a writer. Can you
tell us about the connection between your writing and alchemy?
SR: When I was a Senior in high school I read, no I
devoured, 100 Years of Solitude by
Gabrielle Garcia Marquez. I was in love with his imagination. This novel was
like nothing I had encountered before. The part of the book I remember best was
the story of the alchemists. This sense that men mixed potions not only to find
the recipe for gold but also to further their knowledge of themselves appealed
to me – a sense of inner and outer discoveries paired together.
Only with Garcia Marquez’s recent death did I make this
connection back to my first encounter with alchemists. So I don’t claim that
poetry is the only alchemy --- I believe it is the work of many writers --- as
well as visual artists and musicians.
MAW: One of my
favorite poems is the one titled, Invention of Everything Else. You have used
color a good deal in this book and blue seems to pop up frequently. I’m
interested in the usage of the blue at the end of this poem. Can you expand on this?
Actually blue is a touchstone word for me. Before I sent Cloud Pharmacy to Dennis at White Pine
Press I needed to remove many of the blues from different poems. Sometimes it
turned into yellow or green, other times I took the adjective out altogether. Color
is an effective way to help a reader visualize a “yellowed cup” or “blue
grass.”
I think my interest in ekphrastic poetry may have
triggered my use of color in some of these poems. I teach several Film Studies
courses and the idea of a colorful image is perhaps connected to the cinematic
approach. It’s hard for me to say.
MAW: I know
that you are a part of the Seattle area (tribe) poets, an area that seems to
have no dearth of poetry talent, and yet this book as well as others by you
seem to have a very expansive universe. I almost think of you as poet without
borders. Do you feel that way? How has life experience informed this view?
Thank you, Michael, I will take that as a compliment. Of
course it also means that my roots are not especially deep – although I've now
called Seattle, WA home for 15 years. In
many ways I do feel a real part of the poetry community here. I've created
organizations such as BookLift which
allows women authors to help “lift” up each others books. I've been an editor
at Floating Bridge Press and I’m the co-founder with Kelli Russell Agodon of
Poets on the Coast: A Writing Retreat for Women.
MAW: Susan,
I’m re-reading Cloud Pharmacy for the third time. Things seem to unveil
themselves (if I can use personification here) with each reading. I would
recommend this book to anyone but especially those with any interest in the
Arts. Since all three of the books of
yours that I have read have been extraordinary can I ask what we might look for
next? Any there projects in the works?
Thanks for asking! I've been spending most of my time
doing readings and celebrating National Poetry Month at Highline College where
I teach. It’s the curse of the poet with a new book to feel she will never
again be back at the desk, writing. Having said that, I do have a few new poems
out in the world. My interest in the surreal and in photography continues.
Really, it’s a bit early to know but I will be grateful for a new project when
it appears.
MAW: Thank you so much Susan for taking the time
for this interview and for all your poetry that has been so enriching.
Cloud Pharmacy is available from White Pine Press or Amazon
Visit Susan's Home Page
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Susan on Twitter
Cloud Pharmacy is available from White Pine Press or Amazon
Visit Susan's Home Page
Visit Susan's Blog
Susan on Twitter
Tuesday, May 06, 2014
Confession Tuesday - Waiting 296 Days for Rejection
Dear Reader:
It's been a week of rejection letters (from two journals to be exact), communicating with Anne Sexton, of giving away poetry books (2) and numerous broadsides, of winning several books in return, and a couple days with extra dogs in the home since my last confession.
I think I have a pretty good attitude about rejection letters. This in fact may be the easiest form of rejection for me to deal with. I have a rationalization about it that goes like this: To get things published you have to send work out. When you do that two things can happen. You can get rejected or you can have your work accepted and published but in order for that to happen you MUST risk the rejection. So I generally shrug off rejections as a necessary part of the game. A necessary evil, an occupational hazard. you don't want to be rejected, don't submit, or don't even write. I confess that now writing would be harder then submitting ever is for me. But back to this week. One of my rejections was 296 days in the making. Five pieces rejected in one swoop. One very long awaited - hell, I gave up on hearing from them swoop. The funny thing is two of them have already been published elsewhere and it had been so long that I had given up on this venue and I confess I did not notify them to withdraw the two pieces. Frankly, I was no longer holding my breath since blue is not my best color.
There is what I call a good rejection letter. The second one fell into this category. In it the editor write, "I enjoyed it all, and particularly liked 'xxxxxx' and 'xxxxxxx,' but unfortunately neither fit the theme of our upcoming issue."If the editor takes the time to acknowledge something about one or more of your poems you know that you work has hope and that you are not off track and two states away. So now I confess that things are looking up because you have to get rejections if you are going to get acceptances.
If only life itself was this simple. I do have a less thick skin when it comes to others forms of rejection. I'm probably no different then the next person when they have been excluded from something of interest or not considered for a position, or picked for a team. These things do drag me down and I don't deny it.
About Anne Sexton... no I haven't been conducting a seance. Anne and I have had a bit of a special relationship for some time now because she is my dead poet mentor. Before you laugh I suggest if you write you should find a dead writer mentor as well. I confess that at times I've gone to my bookcase and pulled off a copy of her complete poems and asked what would Anne do when confronted with a writing problem.
This past week she was the Poet Tarot card that came to me and I felt she actually understood some of my recent trials and tribulations. I confess this was a but different because this week I felt like she came to me as opposed to me seeking her out.
National Poetry month seemed very busy to me and I don't for one minute feel bad that it's over. Still, it was a good month. Lots of poetry shared and a poem written every day. I confess that these are not my best works but some of them may be reshaped into something that has a life. I was very glad I participated in giving away two books this year in the Annual Poetry Book Give Away. When I notified the winners, each truly seemed excited. The books went in the mail yesterday and I'm hopeful that each winner enjoys the books selected as well as I have.
I confess, I've lost count of how many books I won this year but will update you one them as they arrive and I read them. Still, I feel most blessed by the sharing of poetry this year. The two books I offered in the drawing and the many broadsides that I have sent out or handed out at readings during the month of April.
Amen~
Saturday, May 03, 2014
The Sun has come out to play...
The sun (if I remember correctly) is screaming through my studio blinds. I'm having eggs and maple flavored sausage for breakfast while I ponder the very busy day ahead....
- mow the yard
- do a newsletter
- the normal Submission Saturday duty
- get mail to post office
- tread mill
- write
- think about what to do with all my free time ;-)
Thursday, May 01, 2014
May Day - May Day, We have Winners!
The 2014 Big Poetry Give-a-way is now over. I had 16 people enter the drawing for one of two great books!
- Unmentionables by Beth Ann Fennelly
- Saint Monica by Mary Biddinger
These two books are among some of my very favorite poetry collection by real live modern day poets that if you pinch them they will say, "Ouch!" (in other words these are living poets)
A brand new shinny copy of both books was just delivered to my door yesterday (great timing) from Amazon.
I put the slips of paper into a hat (a San Francisco Giants baseball cap to be exact) and drew each name assigning it a number in order drawn. Then I used the random number selector on line to pick numbers a number 1-16. The first one was Marianne Mersereau who will receive Saint Moninca by Mary Biddinger. I then repeated the same process. If the same number were to come up in the randomizer I was prepared to run it again to assure we had two separate winners but this was not necessary as the second draw matched the name Andrea Beltran. Andrea gets the copy of Unmentionables by Beth Ann Fennelly. Congratulations to both of you! I will be emailing both winners tonight. I will need them to respond with the address they wish their book sent.
It was really nice seeing new people come by the my blog. I wish I could send each a book but those who entered and did not win, if they would like to e-mail me their snail mail address I will be happy to mail each one a Poetry Month Limited Edition Broadside with one of my previously published poems.
It was really nice seeing new people come by the my blog. I wish I could send each a book but those who entered and did not win, if they would like to e-mail me their snail mail address I will be happy to mail each one a Poetry Month Limited Edition Broadside with one of my previously published poems.
Thanks to everyone for participating. And a special thanks to Kelli Russell Agodon who master minded this event 5 years ago. It has grown and become as much a part of April as Poem-A-Challenge, or Poem in Your Pocket Day.
I will be mailing both books within the next couple of days.
I will be mailing both books within the next couple of days.
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Confession Tuesday - Saints Edition
Dear Reader: It's been two new saints, yet another 7 daily poems, another drop into the cooler regions of the thermometer and a week since my last confession.
It's been rainy the last few days here and tonight it's not only yucky wet but cold as well. I've heard our temperatures are anticipated to drop somewhere between 37 and 41 for the low tonight. I confess that is not the picture I envision goes with the green that is popping up all over and the Tulips and Iris buds, etc.
If this cooler then normal weather is not bad enough, the crop of deadly twisters cropping up in Iowa, Oklahoma, Tennessee, Alabama and Georgia is leaving real paths of destruction through the Midwest and southern states.Missouri, Kansas and Oklahoma I expect this in because I've always considered this tornado alley. Georgia and Alabama have had some really bad ones the last couple of years but I don't recall in the past that such weather was as prevalent there. Perhaps I've just never noticed it, but my thoughts and prayers the last two nights have been with those I know that live in those two states.
Poem-A-Day is coming to an end. I confess I'm glad in a way. I generally write daily so that aspect is not a big deal... but I've been going to one source for prompts and sometimes I just get a little rebellious about prompts. I'm not a happy with the stuff I've written this month as compared to past years. I'm hopeful that May will bloom with lots of really good work!
With the canonization of two Popes as Saints this past Sunday ( Pope John XXIII and John Paul II ) it suddenly reminded me that some years back on of my daughters gave a a St. David medal - the patron saint of writers and poets. Funny that this just cropped back up in my mind. David is also the patron saint of Wales. Given the number of Welch poets I suppose this should not be a surprising coincidence. I confess that I'm always interested in patron saints. I suppose it's because I like a good story and they are always at the heart of a good one.
Till next week - Stay safe and joyful!
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Confession Tuesday - Going to Seeds Edition
Dear Readers:
It's been one mowed lawn, one sick dog, several bags of pumpkin seeds, a first watermelon of the season and more snail mail sent out in one week then I've probably done in the whole past 6 months and an untold quantity of Diet Coke since my last confession.
I don't know what has prompted the craving for pumpkin seeds but I confess you would be well advised to invest in them. I've eaten the at my desk at the office. I've munched on them while driving and they have become a staple during my writing. It's a wonder that I'm not writing Halloween themed poems. I suppose there are worse things I could be munching on. Still, I don't know how or why the craze has hit upon me but it has.
Dachshund Barry has been doing really well lately. Last year he was withering away and we were concerned about him and had to have blood work done and after a series tests and observations be learned that he suffered from exocrine pancreatic insufficiency (EPI) a condition that basically leads to starvation without adding special enzymes cultures to his food. Barry went through a bought of diarrhea and vomiting. Not unlike the period of time he started his massive weight loss. Thankfully this was a very temporary thing and went away so we are back to normal. I confess that when this happened I had much anxiety fearing we were dealing something not temporary. It seems my worried were without reason.
I still cranking out the poem a day as part of the PAD 30 day challenge. I confess that I am not especially happy with this year's crop of one day wonders. I'm not even sure many of them are what I would call keepers - worthy of working on them. Sometimes out of this exercise I can pull out 6 or 8 poems that can be turned into something submittable. Just not feeling it so far and I confess this is disappointing
Seven weeks since I received my Poet Tarot Cards and I confess I've actually found them to be a positive tool for examining my work, my work habits, work attitudes, overall appreciation for artistic process. If you haven't acquired a set of them there are two or three days remaining to support the Kickstarter campaign of Two Sylvias Press and receive a deck. You can get the details here for receiving your own deck or just help support this worthy press.
That's it for this week my friends. Wishing you all a great week!
It's been one mowed lawn, one sick dog, several bags of pumpkin seeds, a first watermelon of the season and more snail mail sent out in one week then I've probably done in the whole past 6 months and an untold quantity of Diet Coke since my last confession.
I don't know what has prompted the craving for pumpkin seeds but I confess you would be well advised to invest in them. I've eaten the at my desk at the office. I've munched on them while driving and they have become a staple during my writing. It's a wonder that I'm not writing Halloween themed poems. I suppose there are worse things I could be munching on. Still, I don't know how or why the craze has hit upon me but it has.
Dachshund Barry has been doing really well lately. Last year he was withering away and we were concerned about him and had to have blood work done and after a series tests and observations be learned that he suffered from exocrine pancreatic insufficiency (EPI) a condition that basically leads to starvation without adding special enzymes cultures to his food. Barry went through a bought of diarrhea and vomiting. Not unlike the period of time he started his massive weight loss. Thankfully this was a very temporary thing and went away so we are back to normal. I confess that when this happened I had much anxiety fearing we were dealing something not temporary. It seems my worried were without reason.
I still cranking out the poem a day as part of the PAD 30 day challenge. I confess that I am not especially happy with this year's crop of one day wonders. I'm not even sure many of them are what I would call keepers - worthy of working on them. Sometimes out of this exercise I can pull out 6 or 8 poems that can be turned into something submittable. Just not feeling it so far and I confess this is disappointing
Seven weeks since I received my Poet Tarot Cards and I confess I've actually found them to be a positive tool for examining my work, my work habits, work attitudes, overall appreciation for artistic process. If you haven't acquired a set of them there are two or three days remaining to support the Kickstarter campaign of Two Sylvias Press and receive a deck. You can get the details here for receiving your own deck or just help support this worthy press.
That's it for this week my friends. Wishing you all a great week!
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Confession Tuesday - Tax Edition
It's Tuesday and time for me to head to the confessional, there are several things on my mind today.
Dear Reader:
It's been two weeks since my past confession. Two very busy weeks at work and a battle to maintain sanity. Sometimes I think sanity is over rated. But let me get started with what I'm carrying on my chest.
We are short handed at work. A coworker is out on medical leave and we've had to all chip in and absorb varying tasks that have to go on. We've been doing a good job but it is taxing and sometimes when I arrive home I haven't a lot of interest in anything but crashing. Some nights I succumbed to just crashing and doing TV. Still, I've rallied to take care of things on my writing to-do list but I'd feel better if I didn't have nights where I'm one extreme or the other... crash and burnt or wound up tight like a top spinning to catch up on everything. I confess I could do better with how I handle this time after regular work hours.
In fact the past couple of weeks I've stopped working out on the tread mill. I confess that I know I need to keep this up to: 1. help control my blood sugar numbers 2. maintain weight control 3. cardio-vascular exercise 4. boost my overall energy level. So with all those benefits you'd think I'd be on it, right? And I started Sunday assessing of sorts what I need to be doing for my Creative Health. My resolve is to get up early in the morning and hit the tread mill before I head to the office. That's a responsible approach to take.
I confess that I filed my taxes today... the last day. I've been so good about filing the early lately that this is an aberration. I actually did them Sunday and just reviewed them again tonight, no changes needed and then e-filed them. I'm not especially proud of myself for doing them at the last minute but I am proud of my wife for never once bugging me about them. Evidently she trusted that I'd get them taken care of.
This week I began rethinking a manuscript that I was in wrap up stage on. I confess this is I think a good thing because I need to rethink a couple of things and there are two or maybe three poems that need to come out. I confess this is hard because at least one of them is a very good poem but it is not fitting into the thread I'm trying to weave between the poems. I confess I realize this is the prudent approach even if I want it to be otherwise. I'm learning that the heart and the head both have roles in this process.
I've kept up with the poem-a-day challenge. I confess that I'm even surprising myself that I have not fallen off the wagon yet and we are halfway though.
As we are in the final week of Lent I confess that it has been an objective of mine to try my best to practice tolerance daily. Overall, I'm happy that I've done well at meeting this challenge and I'm happy that I've made it a part of my Lenten practice.
That's about it for tonight. Wishing everyone a great week ahead.
Dear Reader:
It's been two weeks since my past confession. Two very busy weeks at work and a battle to maintain sanity. Sometimes I think sanity is over rated. But let me get started with what I'm carrying on my chest.
We are short handed at work. A coworker is out on medical leave and we've had to all chip in and absorb varying tasks that have to go on. We've been doing a good job but it is taxing and sometimes when I arrive home I haven't a lot of interest in anything but crashing. Some nights I succumbed to just crashing and doing TV. Still, I've rallied to take care of things on my writing to-do list but I'd feel better if I didn't have nights where I'm one extreme or the other... crash and burnt or wound up tight like a top spinning to catch up on everything. I confess I could do better with how I handle this time after regular work hours.
In fact the past couple of weeks I've stopped working out on the tread mill. I confess that I know I need to keep this up to: 1. help control my blood sugar numbers 2. maintain weight control 3. cardio-vascular exercise 4. boost my overall energy level. So with all those benefits you'd think I'd be on it, right? And I started Sunday assessing of sorts what I need to be doing for my Creative Health. My resolve is to get up early in the morning and hit the tread mill before I head to the office. That's a responsible approach to take.
I confess that I filed my taxes today... the last day. I've been so good about filing the early lately that this is an aberration. I actually did them Sunday and just reviewed them again tonight, no changes needed and then e-filed them. I'm not especially proud of myself for doing them at the last minute but I am proud of my wife for never once bugging me about them. Evidently she trusted that I'd get them taken care of.
This week I began rethinking a manuscript that I was in wrap up stage on. I confess this is I think a good thing because I need to rethink a couple of things and there are two or maybe three poems that need to come out. I confess this is hard because at least one of them is a very good poem but it is not fitting into the thread I'm trying to weave between the poems. I confess I realize this is the prudent approach even if I want it to be otherwise. I'm learning that the heart and the head both have roles in this process.
I've kept up with the poem-a-day challenge. I confess that I'm even surprising myself that I have not fallen off the wagon yet and we are halfway though.
As we are in the final week of Lent I confess that it has been an objective of mine to try my best to practice tolerance daily. Overall, I'm happy that I've done well at meeting this challenge and I'm happy that I've made it a part of my Lenten practice.
That's about it for tonight. Wishing everyone a great week ahead.
Saturday, April 05, 2014
Poetry Broadside for Poetry Month 2014
Some of you may have received a poetry month broadside from me in the past years to commemorate National Poetry Month. After taking a couple years break I have created a new one for 2014.
These are limited. There are 100 signed copies. They are printed on a nice card stock and have a matte finish. I've seen some of my earlier ones framed and they look very nice. If you would like one simply email me Michael Wells telling me you would like one and give me a snail mail address that it can be sent to.
Again their are only 100, and when they are gone, well, they are gone.
These are limited. There are 100 signed copies. They are printed on a nice card stock and have a matte finish. I've seen some of my earlier ones framed and they look very nice. If you would like one simply email me Michael Wells telling me you would like one and give me a snail mail address that it can be sent to.
Again their are only 100, and when they are gone, well, they are gone.
Wednesday, April 02, 2014
The Big Poetry Give Away - 2014
It's The 5th Annual April Big Poet Give Away.
This year I've decided to participate as a "giver" in the Annual Poetry Month Big Poet Give Away.
All this month there are a whole host of blogs that are participating in giving away poetry book from poets that are among our favorites. Each blogger participant is selecting two books to give away, one of their own (if they've had one published and the second from another poet. I'm giving away Saint Monica by Mary Biddinger and Unmentionables by Beth Ann Fennelly
All you have to do is leave a post with your name in the comments below and you will be entered. This has to be done before Midnight (PST) April 30, 2014. At the conclusion of the month there will be two winners drawn at random. The lucky winners will me announced the week of May 1, 2014. Each will receive one book. Make sure you provide an e-mail address so that you can be contacted for mailing address if you are one of the winners. There are over 40 bloggers participating. Here you can find a complete listing of all the participating blogs. This annual event was started by poet Kelli Russell Agodon and continues to provide a way each April (National Poetry Month) to enrich the the lives of more people through poetry.
I've selected books from two poets that are among my favorite. I hope that you will find their work as awesome as I have.
My selections are:
Saint Monica
by Mary Biddinger. "Mary Biddinger evokes the patron saint of female abuse victims in narrating the adolescence of a latter day Saint Monica. Ironic humor illuminates the poems as in 'Saint Monica Stays the Course,' a hilarious catechism of teeth-gritting endurance. Biddinger crisply narrates these memorable tales that entwine horror and sensual discovery, using deft rhythms, head-snapping line breaks, and highly original imagery." - Rachel Dacus, author of Femme au Chapeau and Earth Lessons.
Unmentionables
by Beth Ann Fennelly "Fennelly's poems are as noisy as a rat in a coffee can. They twich, scramble and all but turn themselves inside out on the page....You get an entire bookful of images in just a page or two." - David Kirny, PASTE
If you are new to my blog let me tell you a little about myself-
My name is Michael Wells. I'm married and have 4 grown children. I'm in love with baseball and wish it were played year round. I think of the game as a form of poetry. My favorite team is the San Francisco Giants.
I enjoy a good wine. My favorite Chardonnay. I like my wine white and my coffee black. I readily acknowledge I drink way too much Diet Coke.
I do not have a published book but have a manuscript nearing completion. I have been published in a number of print and online venues.
I have a number of varied artistic interests. While I have a full time job, I am serious about my writing and work it into my evenings and weekend writing daily.
Some Favorite Writing Related blogs I read are
This year I've decided to participate as a "giver" in the Annual Poetry Month Big Poet Give Away.
All this month there are a whole host of blogs that are participating in giving away poetry book from poets that are among our favorites. Each blogger participant is selecting two books to give away, one of their own (if they've had one published and the second from another poet. I'm giving away Saint Monica by Mary Biddinger and Unmentionables by Beth Ann Fennelly
All you have to do is leave a post with your name in the comments below and you will be entered. This has to be done before Midnight (PST) April 30, 2014. At the conclusion of the month there will be two winners drawn at random. The lucky winners will me announced the week of May 1, 2014. Each will receive one book. Make sure you provide an e-mail address so that you can be contacted for mailing address if you are one of the winners. There are over 40 bloggers participating. Here you can find a complete listing of all the participating blogs. This annual event was started by poet Kelli Russell Agodon and continues to provide a way each April (National Poetry Month) to enrich the the lives of more people through poetry.
I've selected books from two poets that are among my favorite. I hope that you will find their work as awesome as I have.
My selections are:
Saint Monica
by Mary Biddinger. "Mary Biddinger evokes the patron saint of female abuse victims in narrating the adolescence of a latter day Saint Monica. Ironic humor illuminates the poems as in 'Saint Monica Stays the Course,' a hilarious catechism of teeth-gritting endurance. Biddinger crisply narrates these memorable tales that entwine horror and sensual discovery, using deft rhythms, head-snapping line breaks, and highly original imagery." - Rachel Dacus, author of Femme au Chapeau and Earth Lessons.
Unmentionables
by Beth Ann Fennelly "Fennelly's poems are as noisy as a rat in a coffee can. They twich, scramble and all but turn themselves inside out on the page....You get an entire bookful of images in just a page or two." - David Kirny, PASTE
Leave your name in the comments below
if you wish to be entered in in the drawing.
It's that easy!
if you wish to be entered in in the drawing.
It's that easy!
If you are new to my blog let me tell you a little about myself-
My name is Michael Wells. I'm married and have 4 grown children. I'm in love with baseball and wish it were played year round. I think of the game as a form of poetry. My favorite team is the San Francisco Giants.
I enjoy a good wine. My favorite Chardonnay. I like my wine white and my coffee black. I readily acknowledge I drink way too much Diet Coke.
I do not have a published book but have a manuscript nearing completion. I have been published in a number of print and online venues.
I have a number of varied artistic interests. While I have a full time job, I am serious about my writing and work it into my evenings and weekend writing daily.
Some Favorite Writing Related blogs I read are
- Suzanne Frischkorn - Litwindowpane
- Kelli Russell Agodon - Book of Kells
- Nic Sebastian - Very Like A Whale
- Martha Silano - Blue Positive
- Susan Rich - The Alchemist's Kitchen
- Tara Mae Mulroy - Poetry & Effontery
Wishing everyone an enjoyable month of poetry - and good luck!
Leave your name & email in the comments below to be entered in the drawing.
Leave your name & email in the comments below to be entered in the drawing.
Tuesday, April 01, 2014
Confession Tuesday - April Fools Edition
Dear Reader:
It's been one week of schizophrenic weather, a new baseball season, and several late night tread mill sessions since my last confessions.
It's April first and I committed to the Poem-A-Day Challenge for poetry month. Who's the April Fool now?
I confess that it has hit me the past two days that I have a lot going on presently with poetry and then along comes my beloved Giants and the start of the new season - all this is pulling at my evening time and causing some anxiety. Family time, poetry time, baseball, exercise, what's a guy to do?
Perhaps this is accounting for my headaches of late... the anxiety I mean. I'm always looking it seems for things to link together. If this is happening it's in response to that. You get the picture. I have to confess that I'm not always exactly scientific about the process. I'm sure there is a name for people like this... crazy wasn't what I was thinking of but I guess we can use it temperately as one of those place holder words we writers use in drafts.
The Poem-A-Day Challenge usually makes me anxious when I've done it on the past. Sometimes I say I'm not committing to it and end up trying to write a poem each day like I'm sneaking up on the Challenge and taking it on in some kind of sneak attack. It's crazy, I know. An there is that word again.
I confess my bug-a-boo with the 30 Poems in 30 Days thing is I'm not crazy about writing from forced prompts. I don't mind using prompts to kick-start ideas, I joust don't like to feel on day 7 I must writ about this prompt. I suppose it's a rebellious streak I have. In addition, I know that few people write "real" poems sitting down and writing in one day. What usually occurs is a draft. Most often a very rough draft. One you really don't care to attach you name to and post out in the open.
Anyway, suffice to say that I feel laden with anxiety as we kick off the month. But hey, that leaves lots of room for an improved outlook!
It's been one week of schizophrenic weather, a new baseball season, and several late night tread mill sessions since my last confessions.
It's April first and I committed to the Poem-A-Day Challenge for poetry month. Who's the April Fool now?
I confess that it has hit me the past two days that I have a lot going on presently with poetry and then along comes my beloved Giants and the start of the new season - all this is pulling at my evening time and causing some anxiety. Family time, poetry time, baseball, exercise, what's a guy to do?
Perhaps this is accounting for my headaches of late... the anxiety I mean. I'm always looking it seems for things to link together. If this is happening it's in response to that. You get the picture. I have to confess that I'm not always exactly scientific about the process. I'm sure there is a name for people like this... crazy wasn't what I was thinking of but I guess we can use it temperately as one of those place holder words we writers use in drafts.
The Poem-A-Day Challenge usually makes me anxious when I've done it on the past. Sometimes I say I'm not committing to it and end up trying to write a poem each day like I'm sneaking up on the Challenge and taking it on in some kind of sneak attack. It's crazy, I know. An there is that word again.
I confess my bug-a-boo with the 30 Poems in 30 Days thing is I'm not crazy about writing from forced prompts. I don't mind using prompts to kick-start ideas, I joust don't like to feel on day 7 I must writ about this prompt. I suppose it's a rebellious streak I have. In addition, I know that few people write "real" poems sitting down and writing in one day. What usually occurs is a draft. Most often a very rough draft. One you really don't care to attach you name to and post out in the open.
Anyway, suffice to say that I feel laden with anxiety as we kick off the month. But hey, that leaves lots of room for an improved outlook!
Friday, March 28, 2014
POEM-A-DAY FOUR 30 DAYS
April is coming and there is no stopping it! With it will come Baseball, tax deadline and poetry. Hopefully you dread the tax deadline more than you dread poetry. I would imagine those reading this are likely fall into that category.
Some years I have taken the 30 day 30 poem challenge and some not. I plan on jumping into the month with both feet firmly on the ground and running with the poem-a-day challenge.
Robert Lee Brewer with Writers Digest has a slew of outstanding poets to serve as guest judges of work for their annual 30 Day Challenge that they promote each year.
You can fine the specifics for the Writers Digest 30 Day Challenge by clicking [HERE]
Even it you are not inclined to participate directly in the challenge, there is no reason you cannot take the challenge. Or try to write at least something towards a completed poem each day of the month of April.
There are a lot of other exciting things lined up around the country related to National Poetry Month.
There are a whole series of blogs that are participating in the Poetry Month Free Book Giveaway that Kelli Agodon organized several years ago and continues to grow. [CLICK HERE]
I'll have more Poetry Month Information in a couple of days.
Some years I have taken the 30 day 30 poem challenge and some not. I plan on jumping into the month with both feet firmly on the ground and running with the poem-a-day challenge.
Robert Lee Brewer with Writers Digest has a slew of outstanding poets to serve as guest judges of work for their annual 30 Day Challenge that they promote each year.
You can fine the specifics for the Writers Digest 30 Day Challenge by clicking [HERE]
Even it you are not inclined to participate directly in the challenge, there is no reason you cannot take the challenge. Or try to write at least something towards a completed poem each day of the month of April.
There are a lot of other exciting things lined up around the country related to National Poetry Month.
There are a whole series of blogs that are participating in the Poetry Month Free Book Giveaway that Kelli Agodon organized several years ago and continues to grow. [CLICK HERE]
I'll have more Poetry Month Information in a couple of days.
Wednesday, March 26, 2014
Sarah Kay - Ted Talk - One Impressive Presentation
This is so worth listening to. I've heard videos of Sarah Kay before - maybe two or three years ago but I ran across this TED Talk appearance she mad and by the time is was over I was so fired up. This is one inspiring woman.
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
Confession Tuesday - Bullwinkle Edition
Dear Reader: Another week has come and gone and I head off the the confessional for the Tuesday Confession. Come join me....
I confess that I'm a big fan of Rocky and Bullwinkle. When I recently discovered Bullwinkle in the role of a Poet I thought how cool is that?!! It seems that poets get so little respect that I'll even take Bullwinkle's portrayal as a poet as a frick'n big deal!
Are all of poets so pathetic? This is a rhetorical question and one you need not reply to in the comments.
It seem really odd but many countries treat their poets with much more respect then the American public affords them. Actually I confess that I'm really not so much bothered by this anymore. I guess I see it as, "It is what it is." What I do feel is sad for those who miss the enrichment that poetry, literature and art in general can bring to one's life. It seems odd to me that many people can so easily get into music. I'm happy for those who find music speaking to their soul. I still look for opportunities the open the eyes of others to the wonders of words through poetry.
I realize April is nearly upon us. I am feeling anxious about April for a number of reasons. I feel like my April plate is going to look like it has multiple helpings of mashed potatoes and gravy. Poem-A-Day. Maybe a book club. KC Metro Verse's Anthology coming out (which I will have several poems in) - I'm working to tweak a manuscript and I will be doing a Poetry Month Broadside again this year. I've done this is the past but did not do one last year. They have been designed and ordered and should arrive soon.
Anyway, I don't want the month to become overwhelming. I've been working hard lately and the writing has fallen into a grove and I don't want that delicate rhythm interrupted if you know what I mean. I need to be able to keep working hard and lighten up at the same time. I need to be able the Bullwinkle in poets.
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